RIP TIDE

I brace against the coming evil
Hot blood running in my veins
I cry out as the sun goes down
The monster roars inside of me
The terror rides on lunar wings
Like the tide I feel its sway
Transforming to demonic beast
I give in

INTO THE LIGHT

I stand on the waters edge
Awaiting the coming dawn
Tears streak down my face
How could I have done all this
Slaughter, maim, and raze them all
The sun my salvation
As my body burns to ash
I go into the merciful light

THE SONG

I prowl in the night
Searching as it sings to me
The melody as sweet as nectar
The promise of the song
Spreads a grin across my face
I tense with anticipation
And I sing along

FURY

Blood red vision
Consumed by vengeance
Unchecked disaster
Fire consumes reason
Mercy abandoned
Destruction wrought
Voices screaming in my head
All wish you dead

HATRED

Eyes like daggers
Piercing you
Blood red fury
Devouring you
Never relenting
Relishing your pain
Laughing as you suffer
I bring about your end

THE WOLF

Deadly grace flowing fiercely
Annihilating all opposition
Hunting under the moon
Man made creature
Face of a beast
Heart of a demon
Devouring its prey
Its faces its pain at dawn

VAMPIRESS

Rising in the night
She leaves her gravesite
Walking among the crowds of men
to bring about their sudden end
Her angelic features hide the monster below
Until its too late, you'll never know
A creature hungry for your blood
Drinking up the crimson flood

DEMON

The demon in me
Struggles to break free
Deadly hatred blazing
Horror razing
my mind in flames
Only me to blame
Twisted and scarred
Broken and charred

OUT OF TIME

Nothing lasts forever
Cutting the tether
She walks away
leaving me in dismay
My heart aching
My sanity breaking
My soul is so dark
Despair's left its mark
Sorrow to anger
I'm in danger
Of falling prey to spite
Losing the fight
How could I be such a fool
Used like a tool

PITILESS

Harsh and uncaring
I feel them staring
No pity, no mercy
Not a shred of empathy
It delights them all
To see me fall
Smiling as I descend
Awaiting my end

SUNRISE

Lying awake in the dark of night
Icy embrace clutching my throat tight
Fear and panic
Hate and Xanax
I dread the light of day ahead
Living but feeling dead
A battle in my soul
I never feel whole
Everything lost unable to regain
Every moment like a bullet to the brain
Drowning in misery completely alone
Pain sinking deep as bone

HUNTED

Haunting gaze
Fixed upon me
Light peircing the veil
A clap of thunder, A blazing flash
Reveals the terrible truth
Monsters closing in
Creatures everywhere
Claws and fangs
Eager, so hungry
Surrendering myself
Submitting to evil
I myself transform

BETRAYAL

Confounded
I'm surrounded
Trapped like a rat
Being knocked flat
Hate rising inside
Coming untied
Drowning in malice
Blood in a chalice
A knife in your gut
Shallow cut
Crossing a line
Horror is mine
Twisted so wrong
Playing along

CANNIBAL

The animal
I'm a cannibal
Hunting and killing
The hunger I'm feeling
Death on swift wings
Eternal hauntings
Evil so primal
Demon primeval
On a pale horse
Excessive force

POWER

I feel my blood fill with ultimate power
I vanquish every foe this hour
Rule will be mine forever
Giving up the throne, never
Indestructible warrior ascendent
Never will I be repentant

BENEATH

No one sees beyond the mask
Not one of them bothers to ask
Suffering deep beneath the suface
Of the smile carved on my face
Deep beneath this frozen lie
My soul can only cry
Hatred flows in my blood so fierce
Exposed when my mask is pierced
Despair dwells down deep
A terrrible secret to keep

DROWNING

Fighting for breath
Submerged in the depths
The current ripping me apart
No hope of mercy
Truly doomed yet unafraid
I submit to the darkness

HELL

Flames licking my face
Fury of destruction
Consumed by the blaze
Razing my heart
Burning my soul
A welcome distraction

The MARCH

The masses surging
Zombies march with a single goal
As the world trembles

HOW MANY

How many have to die
in the name of Deity
How many have to suffer
because they disagree
How many have to weep
Over their child's grave
How many have to murder
In effort to be brave
How many have to flee
Because of prejudice
How many have to fall
In the guise of justice

THE VOID

I've been dealt A fatal blow
How much I cared she'll never know
Theres a black hole where my heart used to be
If only I could make her see
But by a cruel twist of fate
My love she won't reciprocate
My life's been twisted beyond control
She took with her my soul
Theres nothing that can be done
I know she's the only one
Who could blend my misery
With absurd feelings of glee

ACID RAIN

Tears fall like acid rain
Flowing with despair and pain
What have I done
Now Ive been shunned
I've destroyed everything I am
Now its too late to give a damn
Ruination and destruction I've wrought
At such a high price bought
My soul to cinders burned
Fire built from pain I've earned

WRATH

My body fills with fury
I will be your judge and jury
Strengthened by hate
Its far too late
I bring your demise
Laughing at your anguished cries
You will wallow in the mud
As you drown in your blood
I shall revel in your pain
As you struggle in vain
You will suffer my wrath
A black cat crossing your path

WHY WE FIGHT

Fire raining from the sky
No tear shed as the masses die
Machines of destruction annihilate
Bullets speeding feeding hate
Sanctioned murders are the norm
In this twisted, horrid storm
Innocents murdered in the name of peace
Will these horrors never cease
Violence perpetuates violence
When people demand compliance
Mothers burying their sons
Suffer trauma that can't be undone
People sinking into permanent night
IS THIS WHY WE FIGHT?

DISTANT

I hold you in my arms
Yet you're nowhere to be found
You're right in front of me
I can't find you anywhere
You are so distant
I need you here
But you'll never be mine

ILLUSION

The hell I'm trapped in
The paradise it appears to be
The pain so exquisite
Surrounded by demons
Wandering the wastelands
Inside my soul

The demon awoken
Possesses me, taking over
Trying to fight it
Getting beat down
Losing whats left of my sanity
No hope remains

I can't believe I fell so far
Rock bottom only an illusion
So much more to go
Nothing I can do
Giving up, backing down
My world in flames

ABANDONED

My light so bright
Illuminating my life
Left me behind
Abandoned in the dark
Searching in vain
I fall apart
Not even a shadow
Losing my way
No way to navigate
Out of my mind

HAUNTED

I stare upon the five points of the star
Burning hatred ignites my scars
Memories of days long past
Rush upon me at full blast
I can't escape the fear
From the shadows demons leer
Forever I will be haunted
By these thoughts unwanted
I can never escape the pain
The horror will never wane

MY ROSE

My love is beautiful
She lights my world
I approach her
I back away
My rose has thorns

She makes me smile
She makes me cry
I approach her
I back away
My rose has thorns

She laughs
She screams
I approach her
I back away
My rose has thorns

She lifts me up
She tears me down
I approach her
I back away
My rose has thorns

She has my heart
She has my soul
I approach her
I back away
My rose has thorns
But She's worth the scars

CINDERS

She's hot as fire
All I desire
The heat of her touch
Proves to be to much
Nothing left but cinders

My soul crashes
My heart turns to ashes
Caught in the blaze
Lost in the maze
Nothing left but cinders

CONFESSION

Minutes turn to hours, and hours into days
Leaving me with feelings of lonely dismay
Feeling so blue
Always missing you
Waiting for the cloud nine
Of the sight so fine
When you smile again
My head starts to spin
To look into your eyes
My spirit starts to fly
Hearing your voice so sweet
My heart skips a beat
Needing so much
To feel your touch

JOURNEY

Weakened, I see it
So small, so far away
I'm drawn toward it
It stays just out of reach
I yearn for it
At the end of a tunnel
A light calls out to me

ROTTEN

I can't hear you, you see
When you're calling to me
I listen in vain
but hear nothing but pain

Caught up in the turmoil
Six feet under the soil
Rising in the night
I continue the fight

Hating the insanity
Of my vanity
A stake to the heart
You think you're so smart

Bitch, go to hell
I'm trapped in a cell
Inside my head
As I lay dead

EXPOSURE

My icy heart is melting
My walls crumbling down
Never thought I would feel this way
Never thought I'd let someone in
I've dropped my guard
Exposed my soul

SUICIDE

A tear on my cheek
An outlook so bleak
I feel only sorrow
When I look to tomorrow
Horrid despair
Filling the air
Losing my grip
I begin to slip
Heart full of pain
Can't get out of the rain
I'm falling away
My soul decays
From my wrist flows blood
A crimson flood
Fading to black
No going back

BURN

BURN!
A crimson flame
You're to blame
Death and tragedy
Ultimate insanity
BURN!
Unchecked chaos
Is why they hate us
Demon within
Thriving on sin
BURN!
Death and decay
Theres no other way
Sweet scent of power
A bee to a flower
BURN!
Evil unleashed
Man and beast
Pandora's box
Unwelcome shocks
BURN!
So demonic
Supersonic
Bleed from the ears
Morality disappears
BURN!

PHOBIA

Fear of life
Holding me back
Just want to feel human
A prisoner of my mind
Drowning in the chaos
Fighting to surface
Lost soul begging to be found

SHE

Theres no question of what or why
Absolutely no substitute or compromise
When I look into her eyes
I want to die

She awakens within me
something I never ever see
When I think of her and me as "we"
my soul fills with glee

Absolute beauty outside and in
The thought of her makes my pulse quicken
When we part at the days end
I'm a shell 'til I see her again

A FEW HAIKUS

AUTUMN LEAF
Floating through the sky
Fallen from heaven alone
Beautiful in death

LIGHT
Rising through the sky
A brilliant light shines on me
Bright passion untamed

THE ROSE
Growing in shadows
The clouds part, the sun revealed
The rose blooms graceful

ELUSIVE GODDESS
Defiant Beauty
Among the faceless masses
Shining brilliantly

SUMMIT
Snow covered mountain
The summit just out of reach
Lonely horizon

ECHO
My hearts screaming pulse
Resonating in your soul
Only an echo

SHADOWS OF TEARS

Alone I drown in the shadows of tears
Dying I look back through the years
Flashing back unrelenting
Standing stubborn, Not repenting
A journey so full of craters and bends
Any means to selfish ends
Raging destruction wrought with glee
Chaos surrounds me
Never I found a vice I didn't love
with dirt below and stars above
Evil deeds, just wicked fun
With laughter at the damage done
Dancing through horrors created
By psychosis unabated

REFLECTION

The mirror reflects what I don't want to see
Reminding me of who I don't want to be
I feel nothing as my soul is dying
Given up, no longer trying
A reflection I don't recognize
Deaf to all my anguished cries
My rotting heart shatters
Nothing any longer matters
Empty now my body crumbles
A strangled cry, my lips mumble
The mirror deceives
I lie to myself as my life flees

POISON

Its killing me
It won't let me
A toxin in my blood
An unstoppable flood
I'm in my own hell
Nothing but a shell
The fire burns hot
Taking all I've got
A sea of flames
Demons playing games

WAR

Hatred flowing from the ashes
Remnants of the ultimate of clashes
Blade against blade
Blood that will never fade
Horror and atrocity
Speak of unstoppable fury
Bodies scattered everywhere
Dismembered heads with endless stares
Rivers of blood course through the pain
Tears fall like acid rain
Death wrought by merciless evil
Chaos so horrid, unbelievable
Fighting wars, never ending
The Slain into hell, descending